Wednesday, November 18, 2009

My very first blog post

After weeks of deliberation and thinking, I have finally made an effort to get myself a blog. The idea of a blog had appealed to me several weeks back because a blog, in my reckoning, would have allowed me a place where I could let out everything on my mind. So without further ado, let us begin.

Recently, I have had alot of things on my mind and the major issue (I guess you could call it "issue") that has been concerning me is proving to be a real headache. I can hardly stop thinking about it and me being me, am also letting the issue affect my mood. I know it's unhealthy and I have been told I "pms" too much but I really can't help it. I am who I am. It also doesn't help that I am on holidays at the moment, which gives me way too much time alone to contemplate and usually in my case, over-think matters way too much and over-complicate everything. Apart from giving me a headache, this whole issue has made me realise just how indecisive and fickle I can be. I have always known myself to be indecisive and prone to changing but the way I have treated the issue has, I guess, been surprising to myself.

Maybe the issue really is quite simple to solve; one of my friends said to me: it is either this or that or neither. But things in life are never ever that simple; sometimes, I just wish it was.

And so ends my first blog post. Let's hope that this is not a one off thing and I will have the effort to continue blogging.

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